DRUGI UNIVERZUM | ANOTHER UNIVERSE

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DRUGI UNIVERZUM

Postoji taj neki univerzum, više je kao košnica, u kom bivstvuju svi.
Postoji taj neki univerzum, jedan, ali ne i usamljen, koji je na drugoj strani, i u kome bivstvuje on.
Nikada nije imao ime.

Oduvek sam htela da od njihovih parčića napravim njega jednog. I pre 35 godina i pre nekoliko dana. Jednako, isto. Njegove oči sa sitnim boricama u uglovima. Njegov osmeh. Njegovo ludiranje. Njegov miris. Njegov dodir. Njegovo reagovanje na moju misao. Moje na njegovu.

Oči je imao jedan, ali nije imao osmeh. Osmeh je imao drugi, ali ne i miris. Ludirao se treći, ali to nije bio taj dodir.
Univerzum razjedinjenih čestica. Godinama. Tačnije 44. Godine.
Miran. Hladan. Predvidiv. Nepotpun.
I uvek plan da ću napraviti jednog. Od svega. Od blata. Od snega. Od ljubavi.
Sa imenom.

I on…
Drugi univerzum. Sjedinjene čestice. Energija. Čista.
Topao. Nemiran. Potpun. I sklon sagorevanju. U trenutku. Brzinom svetlosti.

Nikada se nisam plašila vatre. Uvek sam vozila brzo.
Sada možda ima i ime.

 

 

ANOTHER UNIVERSE

There’s a universe, it’s more like a beehive, in which all people exist.
There’s a universe, unique, but not isolated, which is on the other side, in which he exists.
He never had a name.

I’ve always wanted to make a unique him from the pieces of all of them. 35 years ago and a few days ago. Equally, the same. His eyes with tiny wrinkles in the corners. His smile. His whimsicality. His scent. His touch. His response to my thoughts. Mine response on his thoughts.

One had eyes, but he didn’t have a smile. The other had a smile, but not the smell. The third was whimsical, but it was not that touch.
The universe of separate particles. For years. 44 years, to be precise.
Quiet. Cold. Predictable. Incomplete.
And always a plan that I will make one. From everything. From mud. From snow. From love.
With a name.

And him…
Another universe. United particles. Energy. Pure.
Warm. Restless. Complete. And prone to burn. At a moment. At the speed of light.

I’ve never been afraid of fire. I always speed driving.
Now there might be a name.